Size does matter...to me

size does matter...to me
incase anyones wondering
if your cock is hard and you can wrap your hand around it and it disappears
that may be an issue
if your cock is hard and your chick can continuously go down on it, ALL the way down.... with out gagging, CONTINUOUSLY ..
that may be an issue
if your cock is hard and your chick dont know it
that may be an issue
o i had a fling with this guy once... older guy..like 25 years older.. but good grief his cock was HUGE and.. he was WHITE! imagine that lol
it was so thick it hurt when he fucked me the first time, i mean the opening of my pussy was stretched BIG TIME but lots of lube and o h  my  gosh it was some GOOD fucking
but afterwards (the first time) i couldnt hardly walk,  omg ive never seen a cock as big as his, even in porn i swear
i mean ive seen some longgg donggs (black dudes) but this guy was THICK and Long
i couldnt get my mouth around it without trying REALLY hard - seriously
i miss him
i dunno where he is now

a bit more randomness

michael lohan is a dick
mel gibson use to be hot, now hes a dick too
B is lookin fine today - no doubt hes in his big fat office right now checking out porn (hes a titty man)
BF needs a hair cut but he was lookin fine today when i left him in bed this morning
I am lookin fine, as usual (LOL) ok so im a bit confident, but thats a good quality right?
I am, as i type, doing kegel exercises ... its important to keep every muscle in your body in tip top shape..and i love having a tight pussy.
I do wish my legs were longer... they are a lil short, but im pretty sure at 36 i wont grow anymore :(
I have the coolest pair of crotchless panties, they are sooo pretty and comfy too, but BF doesnt like them, says they rub is dick in a bad way

G

so, G is a guy i knew back in college, havent seen him in years... (i.e. years meaning married and child baring years) so i find him on facebook and we exchange #'s.. text... flirt.. (we had sex in college, he wasnt as hung as the one black guy i absolutely LOVED to fuck but that dudes in jail now i think) LOL..anyways... he was good, so we are flirting and both interested in hooking up again after 15 years... so we plan, he stands me up, we plan again, i stood him up ... one thing leads to another and BOOM im dating BF and never get around to seeing G
so then one day, i meet him for lunch.... he kissed me (o me those lips of his are amazing)
and now alllll i want to do i fuck him hard and fast, but I didnt ... mostly b/c I have 1 hour for lunch and it would take me that long to suck his cock its soooo yummy and hard when he kissed me
so now... he texts me ever so often but no contact
b/c i have a bf ?
i dunno
probably b/c id become addicted to fucking him and end up fallin in love with him
hes a sweet guy
good family
good job
good looking
o well,   maybe ill wake up one day and he and the other black dude (jailbird) will be sticking both their cocks in my mouth ?  we shall see (doubtful) but one can hope

id luv to know...

id luv to know....
how many decent, upstanding, working, mothers secretly view porn on the web
how many women get off at their desk
how many women never get really really good oral sex
how many porn stars have STD's
how many men i would screw if i wasnt afraid of STD's
how many orgasms ive had in my single life as compared to my married life
if my BF will ever stop drinking (doubtful)
if my B will ever wisk me away ( again...doubtful)
what type of OTC lube i can buy that doesnt taste funky
o i did have some lube from pureromance its called - just like me''   it is AWESOME
im out though :(

Random Thoughtless Thursday

for some reason, last night, all I could think about was sucking B's cock, now, its a nice'en.... thick, and a decent length, although I havent ever felt it in any other hole than my mouth .... and i got pretty worked up about it, so when my BF came to bed (i stayed with him last night) I went down on him... just not quite the same thickness so i wasn't getting in to it like I usually do... we had some great sex, i totally got off but i was thinking about B the entire time... 
so today, as i am posting my first ever post -  B comes in to visit.... pulls his thick cock out and i swear it wasnt 5 minutes and he was cumming everywhere lol i got some on my skirt (thought about good ole Monica Lewinsky) - thought about saving the skirt but its a favorite so i will probably wash it... no doubt there is a big blob of dna on the carpet LOL
~s

Introduction - this is me, take it or leave it

I am a single mother of 2 wonderful teenagers ... I am 36
I have an ex husband, if it werent for my wonderful kids I would wish for him to fall off the face of the earth, but I don't, b/c I know they would miss their one and only dad.
I have a boyfriend, who is funny, sweet, kind, sexy, thoughful, smart & ... (*drumroll*)  and an alcoholic
I have a boss who is not single, (girlfriend) funny, sweet, kind, sexy, thoughtful, smart & ... (*drumroll*) and an alcoholic.
Guess these are the 3 men in my life, although the X i would rather him not be.
BF is awesome, except im not a priority (alcohol)
and B is awesome as well, but again, not a priority.
I have come to the conculsion that BF is as good as it gets (minus the booze) and  B is in it for sex, which is currently ok by me, but eventually I will probably either quit my job or stop blowing him....yes we just fool around, no sex yet, havent had the time for complete nakkedness
anyways, i suppose some would say my life is boring, i on the other hand think its pretty crazy and I figured maybe someone may read this one day and give me a lil feedback as to why.